My anxiety wraps itself around me making decisions that might seem seemly but leave me just constantly questioning everything.
Blood rushes to my extremities and out of my cranium so dumb, I sit silent wanting so badly to run, feeling under the gun, unable to hear and under the weight of a ton.
And before long, before I even know it, anxiety's won.
The psychological impact of all that surrounds me is really overwhelming and I don't know if I can keep up the pace of enduring but changing is a strange thing and disruption is something too much for my brain.
Can I maintain?
While I'm circling the drain?
I can't get out of this greasy stain, but numbness is driving out all the pain.
So that's something.
